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First post in foreevveerrr! May 4th 2012 at 04:54pm mood| hungry So, now that I'm actually using my lj for other things besides finding music, I thought I'd start writing in here again. I was super emo before, and hopefully that has dissipated somewhat. I am powering through Parks and Rec right now because I want to see Adam Scott on the show. It's amazing and hilarious. My gallbladder problems are really keeping me confined to pjs and my bed, but my housemates are being so amazing and care of me (taking me to the hospital/doctor's appts because I don't trust myself driving atm, going to the grocery store to get me Pedialyte, making me cucumbers, etc). I don't think I would be ok if I didn't have my _1D community though. It's keeping me sane right now, haha. While everyone there is super friendly and nice, there are a certain few that I get on with very well, and it makes me sad that they don't live closer to me! After my surgery I am going to cut my hair shorter. I like the process of growing my hair, and I want to get rid of the black that's in my hair from our vegas party, so I think cutting it short is the best way to do that, and just let my natural color grow in. I am also going to eat Chicken Nuggets from McDonalds and a sourdough jack from JITB. May the 4th be with you. I'm boring now that I don't have horrible drama in my life besides my health issues, but c'est la vie. please speak up, lover

I'd kiss you if I could, like a bad boy should. March 23rd 2009 at 12:50pm mood| bouncy I love it when I'm randomly wandering through my itunes and I find a song I didn't know, but I know. Good Girl, Bad Boy by Junior Senior is the song that's playing when Amanda Bynes is weirdly running to her new dorm room in She's the Man, hahaha. Good Girl, Bad Boy by Junior Senior I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to catch my breath Baby, baby, baby, whoo it's true I wanna, wanna dance with you woohoo We're dancing, dancing, dancing slow, too close I'd kiss you if I could like a bad boy should We're getting closer and closer And warmer and warmer My heart is racing and pacing Your dad is gonna kill me Good girl I'm a such a bad boy You used to be a good girl But then you met a bad boy Yeah You know I've got to catch my I've got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to catch my breath Pumping, pumping, pumping up each other We are working, working, working off a sweat I'm looking, looking, looking for your heartbeat Oooh just understand I wanna be your man We're getting closer and closer And warmer and warmer My heart is racing and pacing Your dad is gonna kill me Good girl Your mom says I'm a bad boy You're father's little good girl Your mom says I'm a bad boy Because of my long hair Got to catch my, got to catch my breath I've got to, got to, got to, I've got to We're getting closer and closer And warmer and warmer My heart is racing and pacing Your dad is gonna kill me Good girl Your mom says I'm a bad boy You're daddy's little good girl Your mom says I'm a bad boy Yeah, you used to be a good girl But then you met a bad boy Yeah, that's me alright Got to catch my, got to catch my breath 1 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

*sigh* March 22nd 2009 at 03:01am mood| depressed fuck. i pushed it to the back of my mind, and it's just brewing up now. at 3 in the morning. please. here's the saddest song I know. Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek You pull away so easily And I still call you, but I get your machine yeah I still call you, but I get your machine And if I'm lucky I guess, It's your roommate answering But you're at the bar, or at Gene's And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand We sit at the same table, we don't play with our feet Yeah we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss When the waitress turns around And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch Yeah we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap The plot is slow, take a nap And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes I'm only there so that you're not alone And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies I see through them all the time So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up. please speak up, lover

ACK!! March 10th 2009 at 08:49pm There's a reason songs sound the way they sound, and are written the way they are written. Take lessons from Danny Gokey...HE KEPT IS SONG THE SAME! I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CHANGE THE SOUND/LYRIC PLACEMENT OF SONGS. please speak up, lover

I think it's safe to say you're deadly in your own way... March 10th 2009 at 06:42pm mood| creative Today was filled with Ikea, Petco, and grocery stores. I fell because I'm exhausted, haha. I hurt my ass really badly. I cannot wait for next week! It's going to be so much fun! 100MNKYZ and Twilight! After that is Yosemite! 3OH!3! Family Force 5! All Time Low! EMAROSA! Legoland! Back to DISNEYLAND! FORKZ!!! MY 21ST! Sooo many things happening! Life is so exciting :D I wish every part of my life was so happy. BLEH, no bad thoughts today! I'm too tired to think badly, so I'll just make mixes for my friends because I love them. I'm Not A Thief, I'm a Treasure Hunter by A Skylit Drive The skin around your mouth The touch of your lips don't mean as much to me as this I've never felt so alive until I figured you out Your words are infectious Your eyes leave me breathless I think it's safe to say you're deadly in your own way I've never felt so alive until I figured you out I've got the moves to make you move The thorn in my side just may be you I know you know what's going on I know you know what's going on girl This is me without you Breathe easy The doctors are about to arrive Just try to run You can't escape me This is the last for me What's it like in the greater sky? I've got the moves to make you move The thorn in my side just may be you I know you know what's going on I know you know what's going on girl This is me without you Breathe easy The doctors are about to arrive Tell me what's it like Breathe easy The doctors are about to arrive What a passive thought when the truth is that I've taken your life Breathe easy The doctors are about to arrive Now I'm alive please speak up, lover

I'll only let you read my lips when I say get close before this is too late... March 8th 2009 at 09:00pm mood| awake Friday was filled with weird hair styles, lots of friends, weird half-breakdowns, and Watchmen. Saturday was filled with rock band and work. Today has been filled with work, seeing chelsea a little, and listening to music. I keep making mixes for someone who doesn't care. I should probably just make them for my friends who actually listen to my mixes. Not that he didn't listen to the only one I gave him. I'm addicted to Always Rushing By right now. Show Them Something Sweet by Always Rushing By It's just so me to air our bad news What's passed has passed Plus, you've changed your tune It feels so good to sing something new I've exhausted every word on you now Well, I found you and you found me It's just so perfect and perfect to see To see how simple this can be About as basic as 1, 2 It's just so me to air our bad news What's passed has passed Plus, you've changed your tune It feels so good to sing something new I've exhausted every word on you I'd hate for this to not stay golden For just right now, please rip me open I've dropped my guard, I'm taking chances Fingers crossed, I won't regret this now I'll go wherever you go Follow me and we we'll know If this is only in passing Or something worthy of lasting I don't, don't want to know Answers to anything I've got both ears to the ground If only to not hear a sound What makes you tick? Don't mind my ways I could hold your interest for about a day I have had about more of this than I can take I'll never let you see me sweat Cause it would be giving too much away I'll only let you read my lips When I say get close before this is too late 2 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

this welcome has been so nice and warm... March 6th 2009 at 11:34am mood| chipper Why am I listening to Christmas music? this was fun! Instructions: 1. Put your itunes on shuffle 2. List your favorite line from the song for the first 42 songs. 3. Once a song is guessed, strike through the song 4. You must use the songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. 5. The line can be any length, but not a paragraph... To play: 1. Guess the song and artist. 2. Do NOT use any search engines, that's cheating, lol (ie google, youtube, yahoo, etc.) 3. Have fun!!! uhhh...good luck. 1. Can you find room for me in your heart somehow? 2. And why'd ya sing Hallelujah if it means nothing to ya? 3. My lonely days are over and life is like a song. 4. Gonna tell you that I love you in the best way I can. 5. Hide your daughter 'cause I'm coming over. 6. I wish it could be simple but it never will because the things that make us stronger are the things that kill. 7. Gimme more down on the floor cuz I know you can work harder than that. 8. You start shaking at the thought: you are everything I want 'cause you are everything I'm not. 9. Just don't run from me. I'll follow you only until come alive. 10. Cold desire makes a moon without a tide. 11. I could take away the shaking knees, and I could give you all the olive trees. Oh look at the trees and look at my face and look at a place far away from here. 12. My mouth is touching to your mouth is running. 13. What'd you think about when you were telling all your friends about how your lips were pressed against his tightly? 14. At least you've got a story you can tell all those guys who pull up your shirt and rub your thighs. 15. They gave you the end but not where to start; not how to build, how to tear it apart. 16. I've always been a guy with a sweet tooth and that girl was just like a king-sized candy bar. 17. We're gonna put you in a trance with a funky song. 18. Concerned mothers of the west, teach your sons how to truly love. 19. Your flirt finds me out, teases the crack in me, smittens me with hope. 20. You float like a feather in a beautiful world. 21. Your racy laughter rings so dulcet and fine on April's warmest night. 22. Now a new day comes, clears the darkness out of sight and the shadows that were sleeping come and dance beneath the light. 23. Take all that you have and turn it into something you were missing. 24. You always fall for what you desire or what you fear. 25. It breaks my heart wide open but I know that I'll be stronger next time. 26. Their mouths cut just like razor blades and their eyes are like stilettos. 27. Just about done with your butt we'll let you know. (LMAO...it's the only lyrics) 28. 40 ounce intoxicated dreams, all our faded memories. 29. But if you lay me, bend me, shake me, I'm easy so take me. 30. I just can't think of anything else I'd rather do than to hear you sing, sing my name the way you do when we do our thing. 31. I don't believe in Hitler, that what I said, so all of you skins please give me more head. 32. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt, but I am too weak to be your cure. 33. I don't like these tiny portions or your artful abortions of sound, sealed with a kiss, slathered in the sauce sarcastic, so go choke on your irony. 34. My lungs are full of these secrets in a sequence patterned for you. 35. The gift of memory is an awful curse. 36. I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging, but I heard my own breath; I had to face that I'm still living. 37. Put the bass on low, kiss your ass goodbye! 38. I'll love no one and let no one love me. 39. Cast your eye tears on me and I'll show you what you really need 40. Please don't look at me with those eyes, please don't hint that you're capable of lies. 41. Now and then I'm wishin' I never let you let me disappear 42. Devil has so many faces, never know which one he's hidin' behind 'til the two of you take off your clothes, tell each other the sweetest lines. please speak up, lover

all I needed was the love you gave, all I needed for another day, and all I ever knew...only you. March 4th 2009 at 04:07am mood| bug eyed. I Still Feel Her: Part I - Emarosa I'm so tired. I'm tired of feeling all this anxiety. I'm tired of feeling so helpless to every situation. I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of people making me feel ugly. I am not ugly! I'm tired of people dragging me down into their depression. I'm ready to have fun. I'm ready to play. I'm ready to feel beautiful. I know I'm beautiful. I have enough boys falling for me that I should realize this, haha. Beautiful in and out. :) Say'Dem Up - 3OH!3 Porn Star - T.I. cause I like to have fun haha. ( surveyCollapse ) please speak up, lover

and your eyes were ocean blue, and the sky was too... March 3rd 2009 at 01:50pm mood| cheerful So, I decided that with every post, I'm going to post an MP3 of my song of the blog. Nothing But My Baby - Alphabeat I NEED THIS SHIRT: I love it. I'm ok without the CD, but I love what the shirt says, haha. Today was a good day. Chelsea and I drove around and drove into puddles (which is one of the most fun things to do ever). Later Mary will come over and we will go and make leprechauns with henry :D. BAD THINGS ABOUT TODAY: MY STRAIGHTENER BROKE. It won't turn on. I was like, "NO!!!" I have had that straightener forEVER. Whatev, my momma is giving me her credit card to go buy a new one tonight. I LOVE HIT THE LIGHTS BTW. Tomorrow will be fun as well. I will sleep in, I will get my car cleaned, and then Chelsea, Henry, and I will go to a movie. Haha, we dunno what movie, but it'll probably be friday the 13th if Henry doesn't care. Chelsea and I love that movie, so we're good, haha. This album has been out forever, but whatever. I love this song. I would sink, I would go down down down, Bleak like a brick with a leak, But on this sea, You reach out for me, You take me up, You take me up. Baby you're the mountain, That no one can shake, I'm on top, Brittle as a cornflake, If you leave me, I'd fall from the mountain to the sea, You take me up, You take me up. I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh. Come on baby, sway away, ya-ya-ya-yaaaa, Come on baby, sway away, ya-ya-yaaaa, You build shelters for me, On the foggy, foggy sea, You take me up, You take me up. I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh, I'm nothing but my baby, Ooh ooh, ooh ooh. please speak up, lover

I'M ADDICTED. February 25th 2009 at 12:08am mood| touched I mostly just wanted to say: PUH-LEASE. Anthony Green sounds like a fucking little girl. His vocals can't even compare with Jonny Craig's. Jonny Craig > Anthony Green. Dance Gavin Dance&Emarosa > Circa Survive&Saosin. If I want high pitched male vocals, I'll listen to Pierce the Veil. Vic has a way better voice than Anthony. Bleh, I just really don't like Circa Survive. BUTTTT...I'm obviously going to love Isles & Glaciers because it's a SUPERGROUP...It's got Jonny Craig AND Vic Fuentes. Oooohhhh, how I love music. I am in LOVE with this song. It's so emotional. When I'm alone, I just tear up listening to this song, especially the chorus. Now I'm passing every street light with ease The street signs are much to dark to even pretend I've been here before Where is your hand to guide me, close by mine? Not a dead end No, not this This road goes for miles with no sign with no sign Will she be waiting to pull me off to the side? Will she be waiting to pull me off to the side? Lost in a one track mind Stalking the chance to take us alive Lost in a one track mind Stalking the chance to take us alive She can't be much further, as the day die The sun fades into my eyes She floats around inside my empty head Searching for... Her touch still moves my hair The smell is so faint But it must be the one My bones ache from the cold No one could predict that I would ever get this far (For so long) Do I have the strength to go on? Snow begins to fill my hair But still I press on Her touch still moves my hair The smell is so faint But it must be the one My bones ache from the cold Her touch still moves my hair My bones ache from the cold No one could predict that I would ever get this far (For so long) Shes waiting Shes waiting Shes waiting I feel her Shes waiting please speak up, lover

pure bred, got 'em with the nice COAT... February 24th 2009 at 10:05pm mood| awake I-I-Itunes meme yo. How many total songs? 9315 Songs; 23.6 Days worth. Sort by song title - first and last? • First: A-Punk by Vampire Weekend • Last: $$$$ by Desaparecidos Sort by time - shortest and longest? • Shortest: Begin Remix by The Blow (0:04) • Longest: "Maintenance" by Aesop Rock (24:31) Sort by Album - first and last? • First: [A--> B] Life by mewithoutyou • Last: !!! by !!! Sort by Artist - first and last? • First: A.R. Rahman • Last: !!! Top five played songs? 1. Burning Down the Nicotine Armoire by Dance Gavin Dance 2. Three Cheers for Five Years (acoustic) by Mayday Parade 3. Skeleton Key by Margot & The Nuclear So and So's 4. Noel by All Time Low 5. She Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty by Dance Gavin Dance & Pierce The Veil • Sex: 113 • Death: 192 • Love: 451 • You: 1409 • Home: 115 • Boy: 292 • Girl: 239 ( the rest...Collapse ) 2 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

And should I die, you swear that you will come for me... February 24th 2009 at 03:07pm mood| accomplished So today was quite interesting, hahaha. Chelsea and I decided to boycott our italian class and ditched class/a test. Instead, we went to a GRAVEYARD. I almost wrote a gravyyear, which would be totally wrong. There was an open grave, and we saw people digging a grave, and we felt really weird. We decided we wanted to be buried next to one another so we can have fun in the afterlife. GHOST PARTIES, haha. Then we went to IHOP where we decided we were going to get WOW cards for Great America this summer. We tried to find the old Last House on the Left, but no rental place had them. I bought The Hottie & the Nottie and Disturbia for 3.99. I thought TH&TN was going to be sooo stupid, but it was really cute! Now I'm compiling a list of all of my albums because I'm bored and Jenn is out of her dr's appointment at 5:45 so I'm meeting her at her house at 6:15. We're going to watch SUPERNATURAL! ( Album List by Artist:Collapse ) please speak up, lover

Um, I can't believe I haven't put these lyrics up. April 22nd 2008 at 02:28pm mood| blue upset face mood Um, this is pretty much the best song in the world. (Opening) Nigga this the fifth teeth muthafuckin time that i called and left yo ass messages I dun text yo bitch ass and you aint responded or nothing What in the fuck is you doin who tha fuck you out there with you think I’m stupid my gurl dun already put my up on yo ass tonight night nigga when you get home I got som news foe yo bitch ass (Chorus 2tyms) Why you coming home five in the mone(mornin') Somethings going on can i smell yo dick?? Don’t play me like a fool cause dat ain’t cool So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick (Hook 1) Its four o'clock and I’m sleepin' and its late night and you creeping you could've told me I'm leavin' now I know you out there cheatin' why you got to do me like dat when I call you don’t call me back I’m texting you now nigga where you at that’s fucked up why you do me like dat (Verse 1) I’m dead sleep and you trickin' In the club wit dirty foot bitches My gurl was there she witness She had a camera phone she took pictures You was on the dance flo grindin' With a stripper hoe named Diamond You was flossin' hard you was shinning Everything she drink you was buyin' it Fuck nigga you need to stop lien' foe I get mad and pull out my nine You want a new bitch to fuck that’s fine but don’t fuck hers and try to fuck mines You keep tellin me you ain’t touch her but some keep tellin me you dun fucked her and I ain’t that bitch you want to play wit nigga drop them boxers and let me smell yo dick (Chours 2tyms) Why you coming home five in the mone(mornin') Somethings going on can I smell yo dick?? Don’t play me like a fool cause dat ain’t cool So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick (Unknown) Smell my dick wait a minute hold up see that’s how a bitch get her eyes swoll up and I don’t give a damn what yo homegurls seen when I was in the club what the fuck you mean they ain’t got no business eyein' me like dat You ain’t got no business tryin' me like dat I wun even feelin' Diamond like dat I was wildin' but I wasn't clowin' like dat Dat’s alright dat’s okay gon head believe what yo homegurl say a nigga like me drink a lot of liquor meet a lot of bitchs take a lot of pictures I might break bread wit one or two strippers but that don’t mean you got to pull my zipper They think now think the whole town even doe I got dick to go around (Chorus 2tymz) Why you coming home five in the mone Somethings going on can I smell yo dick?? Don’t play me like a fool cause dat ain’t cool So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick. um, chorus 2 TYMZ. So I'm running on zero energy. I'm going to die either tonight or tomorrow night. That's right. I have TWO more nights of work. I'm going to pass out thursday and stay in pjs and watch movies and eat fattening food. So I did a nick jonaz mix remixed. it's pretty much one of the most amazing mixes I've ever made ever. here it is. 1. Let Your Earth Quake, Baby by The Thermals 2. If We Can Land A Man On the Moon, Surely I Can Win Your Heart by Beulah 3. Stockholm Syndrome by Muse 4. It's In Your Blood by Lydia 5. Every You, Every Me by Placebo 6. Monkey!!! Knife!!! Fight!!! by Minus the Bear 7. Indie by Sparky's Flaw 8. If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had to Do Was Ask by Mayday Parade 9. Comfy in Nautica by Panda Bear 10. Champagne From a Paper Cup (version 2) by Death Cab For Cutie 11. Arrhythmia by Parachute Musical 12. A Sea Chanty of Sorts by Margot & The Nuclear So and So's 13. Boats and Birds by Gregory and the Hawk 14. Love, Love, Love by The Mountain Goats 15. Islands In The Stream (Dolly Parton/Kenny Rogers cover) by The Constantines & Feist 16. Fair by Annuals 17. Lachrymose/Obsequious/Vehement/Elated (L.O.V.E.) by Park Ave. 18. Hope for Us by The Jealous Sound 19. Self Conclusion by The Spill Canvas 20. You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. by Bright Eyes pretty much perfection. 1 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana needs to be stopped. April 21st 2008 at 01:44am mood| pissed off [EDIT] HAHAHAHA YESSS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNJ1i4nTB90 HELP! HELP! I'M ATTACKING MYSELF! Ryan Gosling's facial expressions are priceless.[/EDIT] THIS is the reason I hate that stupid miley whore. http://oceanup.typepad.com/oceanup/2008/04/miley-ray-cy-14.html#more ok. If she was any regular teenager those pictures would be normal. I'm sorry, but I don't care how delusional you are sweetie, you are NOT a regular teenager. You've experienced things a majority of the population hasn't experienced, and you've missed out on things a majority of the population has experienced. You are a role model for CHILDREN. Not 15-20 year old girls who don't have a problem with you LYING on some dude in your flippin' bra. You are a role model to CHILDREN, and I'm sorry, I'm not one for wanting to see 11 year old girls half naked sprawled on top of some DUDE. Thank God that Nick got out before her torrential downfall. Disney needs to grow a couple balls and tell these slutty girls to get their acts together or they won't have a fucking job. They are role models to children, not teenagers, and they need to act like so or choose a different career. On a better note, MANDY IS COMING HOME TOMORROW! YaY! And here's some lyrics from a band both Kevin Jonas and I enjoy: Please dont love too soon To your self I might have to To your cell phone I don't want to Do you? I don't think so, so please just act slow It's so ugly Over before you know In love We're trying to help you My edge runs down I'm trying so hard Denounce you We're glow in the south You'll wonder aloud Please dont love too soon To your cell phone I might have to To your cell phone I don't want to Do you? I don't think so, so please just act slow It's so ugly Over before you know In love We're trying to help you My each runs down I'm trying hard to Not you We'll glow in the sun You'll wonder aloud You Want To Suck me again You Want To Send her away We're trying to help you My each runs down I'm trying hard to Bounce We're glowing the sound You'll wonder aloud My each runs down I'm trying hard to Bounce We're glowing the sound You'll wonder aloud. 2 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

With your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days... April 20th 2008 at 03:16am mood| buh-lush. So, I've been working a lot. Like, a lot. I'm dying. But it's casual dress! Jeans and a band tee with my vans. Oh I wish I had a job where I could wear whatever. I'm going to apply at border's down the street I think. I like Safeway sorta (cause I feel important...almost sad immortal, hahaha), but I dunno. Just too many things that if I do one thing wrong could completely fuck up everything. I like feeling important, but I don't want to do the paperwork to be important, haha. Oh my god though, last night was SO much fun. So, after I got off of my shitty shift, I went and spent the night at Jenn's aunt's house, which was in the middle of nowhere, but it was still not too far away. The stairs were SO steep, but that's ok. Um, we pretty much rawked out the nsync backstage pass game while listening to NSYNC. She won, but it was totally unfair. The questions are a lot harder when you're not completely obsessed with the band anymore, hahaha. Then we played life where everything that could've happened wrong to me did. I did marry Nick Jonas and have 3 babies with him. Um, Edward James Jonas? Combining 3 of my favorite males (Edward, My Papa, Nick Jonas)? awesome. It was like, 5 by the time we got to sleep, and she had to go to work at 10 because Jason sucks. It was soo much fun though. We have to play a full game of Life next time we meet though, cause the first game I accidentally turned it off (um, I was having a horrible life and I subconsciously committed suicide). The second game I almost fell asleep (I had been up since 8:30ish and it was 4:30 in the morning). I came home after Jenn left cause I missed Eric (yes, I do do that, haha). I came in, snuggled up to him, he threw his arm over me, and we both fell back to sleep. It was sooo nice. I miss Twilight. When I finally get a day off, I'm going to reread it. I stare at people with curly hair at my work, wishing they were nick jonas, haha. One guy came in with the SAME curly hair, a button down plaid shirt, skinny jeans, and freaking GREEN CONVERSE. I'm like, ".....*drool*...*question if it actually is nick and he just looks different in real life*...can I help you find anything?" and he flashed me a smile and said, "I'm doing ok Brianna" like he KNEW me. It was weird, but completely awesome. Here's one of absolute favorite songs, for your lyric enjoyment. I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery. Well cause it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat. It's gone. Oh when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name. It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame. So I stayed out in the car cause the weather had gotten to me. But its really these road signs and freeways that I can't take. This can't be how you live. It's like a, a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state. Your mind's sick again. I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me". And it's Dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep. Well your head is spinning like that carousel, and I know you're a mess after 3 or 4. But if you make it different then we'll make our way to the surface, and your favorite place. Where we sit, and we breath. cause I know all the words and I sing you everything. Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days. I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So we cover ourselves in your fear, and stay to watch that moon disappear under these lights. This city, this city's screaming at me. And as you breathe the words I better go. The sun is up and taking back all the shadows that covered this ground, and our feet, like a blanket of coal. I love that curly haired boy too much for my own good. 2 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

god. April 17th 2008 at 07:35pm mood| jUmP error. this message will self destruct. INSPECTOR GADGET...DO Do DO dO DO dE DO... Had the weirdest dream in my very small amount of sleep last night... ...Jenn and I were in a band and we'd cover nsync songs once a concert, hahaha. Nick Jonas was our drummer. Kevin Jonas was our guitarist. Joe Jonas was our backup dancer LOL. We hella rocked though. And NSYNC surprised us one night and we jumped on them. and then I woke up. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3Sf7qV86eM The reason I love him. please speak up, lover

favorites. April 16th 2008 at 03:47pm mood| omgz ok, deleted that post because it was way too sad. UM. I saw the jo bros perform their new song, and i almost creamed my panties. um, it's pretty much thinking some girl is hot and wanting her. I ask and I fucking receive. Pretty much how it is with boys for me, usually. and nick is soo fucking hot. I'm hot You're cold You go around Like you know Who I am But you don't You got me, on my toes I'm sinking into the lava And I can't keep from going under Baby you turn the temperature hotter And I'm burning up, burning up For you baby I fell (I fell) So fast (so fast) Can't hold myself Back High heels (high heels) Red dress (red dress) All by yourself, gotta impress I'm sinking into the lava And I can't keep from going under Baby you turn the temperature hotter And I'm burning up, burning up For you baby Walk in the room All I can see is you You're staring me down I know you feel it too I'm sinking into the lava And I can't keep from going under Baby you turn the temperature hotter And I'm burning up, burning up For you baby I'm sinking into the lava And I can't keep from going under Baby you turn the temperature hotter And I'm burning up, burning up For you baby I'm sinking into the lava And I can't keep from going under Baby you turn the temperature hotter And I'm burning up, burning up For you baby Burning up, burning up For you baby HE SANG I WANT YOU BACK. I was like, "OMGZZZ" but it was the jackson 5 song, not the nsync song unfortunately. Still, it was crazy cool. I love Peaches. I loovvee her music. It's so sexy. Don't lean on me too much You don't really know me yet I don’t want you to fall over, you know? You think that it's a synch, to get up in my ginch And if you got the inch, then I'll treat you like a prince I made a few comments, now your acting intense I think I made you flinch, better give yourself a pinch You think that it's a synch, to get up in my ginch And if you got the inch, then I'll treat you like a prince I made a few comments, now your acting intense I think I made you flinch, better give yourself a pinch Hey baby, your still in me Hey baby, haunting me Hey baby, your still in me Hey baby, haunting me Kisses, too sweet, I wanna retreat The touch is, so soft, I'm gonna get off Kisses, too sweet, I wanna retreat The touch is, so soft, I'm gonna get off You think that it's a synch, to get up in my ginch And if you got the inch, then I'll treat you like a prince I made a few comments, now your acting intense I think I made you flinch, better give yourself a pinch Hey baby, your still in me Hey baby, haunting me Hey baby, your still in me Hey baby, haunting me Kisses, too sweet, I wanna retreat The touch is, so soft, I'm gonna get off Kisses, too sweet, I wanna retreat The touch is, so soft, I'm gonna get off please speak up, lover

Baby when the lights, go out... April 16th 2008 at 12:05am mood| awake Um, pretty much had one of the best days in a while. Filled with Jonas Brothers, Hanson, Justin Timberlake, NSYNC, MMC, and more NSYNC. AT LEAST YOU'RE ALIVE. lmfao. Bri and Jenn are going to play ELECTRONIC Life on Friday, and watch an actual movie. I haven't slept without Eric since last summer. WeiRd. Jenn is in love with Joe. I am in love with Nick. Kevin listens to hella good music. My Itunes goes from Norma Jean to NSYNC, hahaha. Best combo ever. We're going to see NKOTB and Justin Timberlake. I paid .41 cents at longs with my debit card, haha. My heart hurts a bunch though, which brought down the night after I left Jenn's. I love Parachute Musical. Only time will tell that you have been a disgrace to a choice and only time will heal, fill in this empty space I need an alibi So Houston come in, my heart has bled out of control and I'm not, I'm not willing to bled anymore so fill me in and speed this process please cause in the end its time that will be the death of me Please remove yourself from on high you're no saint I know cause I've lived in your house of lies it it twists it bends it breaks but it still stands so don't tell me a thing and don't apologize cause' I was in need of more so Houston come in, my heart has bled out of control and I'm not, I'm not, willing to bled anymore so fill me in and speed this process please cause in the end it's time that will be the death of me I would love to pack up and leave if for once it meant that I'd, I'd be clear and free mentally I'll show none cause' none was shown to me my heart... a-rhyth-mic blea-ding beats makes me strong makes us weak 1 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

April 14th 2008 at 02:56am mood| amused hahaahahaha. There was a fan video of Nick Jonas so they'd get picked to go on a date with him by popstar magazine. omg, at the end it's revealed that it was made by a guy who wants to go on a date with him. holy crap, if I was from popstar I'd be like, "OH MY GOD WE CHOSE HIM". It would just make the date that much funnier. Gah, I totally started my period at work yesterday and nobody would let me go to the bathroom. I'm like, "UH HULLO I GOTTA GO NOW". Time goes by I can feel myself growing old Burning inside makin this boy turn out cold haha, nick j. I remember listening to that song on my sony walkman when I was 10 cause maria was a huge fan of the violent femmes and I'd have to listen to them all day, haha. YOU KNOW WHAT OTHER SONG I REMEMBER? I made a mixtape of songs I listened to on repeat when I was younger (and now you'll know why kids made fun of me), and when I got into middle school (and tried to fit in, haha). (it's basically in chronological order) Kenny Chesney - All I Need To Know Rick Price - Walk Away Renee Freda Payne - Band of Gold Rod Stewart - Reason To Believe No Doubt - Sunday Morning Meatloaf - I Would Do Anything For Love, But I Won't Do That Aerosmith - Crazy Violent Femmes - Gimme The Car Nsync - Tearin' Up My Heart Nelly - Hot in Herre (hahahaha, my mom knew all the words!) Fat Joe (feat. Ja Rule and Ashanti) - What's Luv? I'll add more to it later. I have so many mixes to make. bleh. here's a song I've been in love with today. throw that punch swing to hit your target It's a pointless game One better less played Suicide To kiss your kids goodnight will you take from them What they've taken from you To be the last one who will sing you to sleep To be the last one who will sing you to... Just like your broken records (you're broken) A comfort for you tonight Throw that punch Swing to hit the target It's a pointless game One better less played Suicide To kiss your kids goodnight will you take from them What they've taken from you Just like your broken records (you're broken) A comfort for you tonight Just like your broken records (you're broken) a comfort for you tonight (we will never be the same) Same old songs on a brand new stereo (we will never be the same) Same old songs on a brand new stereo (we will never be the same) Same old songs on a brand new stereo (we will never be the same) Same old songs To be the last one who will sing you to sleep To be the last one who will sing you to Just like your broken records (you're broken) A comfort for you tonight Just like your broken records (you're broken) A comfort for you tonight oh how I wish I could put louder music on his mix. It would make me so much more happier. please speak up, lover

the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need.... April 9th 2008 at 11:33am mood| bug eyed. I finished HIS mix. It's not very indie, but I didn't want it to be. It's just got really fantastic songs, regardless if they're the most popular song from that band. Nothing too loud or too weird. 1. It Was There That I Saw You by ...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead 2. Hospital by Lydia 3. I Like You Most by Slowreader 4. I'm Waking Up To Us by Belle & Sebastian 5. Nothing Better by The Postal Service 6. The Recluse by Cursive 7. Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels) by Arcade Fire 8. The Execution Of All Things by Rilo Kiley 9. Getchoo by Weezer 10. Indie Rocker by Sparky's Flaw 11. Happy New Year by Camera Obscura 12. Love, Love, Love by The Mountain Goats 13. Call It Karma (acoustic) by Silverstein 14. Don't Forget To Breathe by Beulah 15. Hope For Us by The Jealous Sound 16. Jessie & My Whetstone (live) by Saves The Day 17. Fair by Annuals 18. The Tension And The Terror by Straylight Run 19. King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1 by Neutral Milk Hotel 20. Lonesome New Mexican Nights by Casiotone For The Painfully Alone 21. Skeleton Key by Margot & The Nuclear So and So's 22. You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. by Bright Eyes my gosh, you have NO idea how hard I worked on that, haha. I deleted the songs on his mix like 5 times before I got the right rhythm for the mix. Of course, the 2nd song is my favorite, but that's because Lydia is my favorite band. please speak up, lover

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