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First post in foreevveerrr! May 4th 2012 at 04:54pm
mood| hungry

So, now that I'm actually using my lj for other things besides finding music, I thought I'd start writing in here again.

I was super emo before, and hopefully that has dissipated somewhat.

I am powering through Parks and Rec right now because I want to see Adam Scott on the show. It's amazing and hilarious. My gallbladder problems are really keeping me confined to pjs and my bed, but my housemates are being so amazing and care of me (taking me to the hospital/doctor's appts because I don't trust myself driving atm, going to the grocery store to get me Pedialyte, making me cucumbers, etc).

I don't think I would be ok if I didn't have my _1D community though. It's keeping me sane right now, haha. While everyone there is super friendly and nice, there are a certain few that I get on with very well, and it makes me sad that they don't live closer to me!

After my surgery I am going to cut my hair shorter. I like the process of growing my hair, and I want to get rid of the black that's in my hair from our vegas party, so I think cutting it short is the best way to do that, and just let my natural color grow in.

I am also going to eat Chicken Nuggets from McDonalds and a sourdough jack from JITB.

May the 4th be with you.

I'm boring now that I don't have horrible drama in my life besides my health issues, but c'est la vie.

please speak up, lover

*sigh* March 22nd 2009 at 03:01am
mood| depressed

fuck.
i pushed it to the back of my mind, and it's just brewing up now.
at 3 in the morning.

please.

here's the saddest song I know.

Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily

And I still call you, but I get your machine
yeah I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, It's your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's

And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, we don't play with our feet
Yeah we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap

And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone

And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

please speak up, lover

ACK!! March 10th 2009 at 08:49pm
There's a reason songs sound the way they sound, and are written the way they are written.
Take lessons from Danny Gokey...HE KEPT IS SONG THE SAME!
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CHANGE THE SOUND/LYRIC PLACEMENT OF SONGS.
please speak up, lover

all I needed was the love you gave, all I needed for another day, and all I ever knew...only you. March 4th 2009 at 04:07am
mood| bug eyed.

I Still Feel Her: Part I - Emarosa

I'm so tired.
I'm tired of feeling all this anxiety.
I'm tired of feeling so helpless to every situation.
I'm tired of it all.
I'm tired of people making me feel ugly.
I am not ugly!
I'm tired of people dragging me down into their depression.

I'm ready to have fun.
I'm ready to play.
I'm ready to feel beautiful.
I know I'm beautiful.
I have enough boys falling for me that I should realize this, haha.
Beautiful in and out.
:)
Say'Dem Up - 3OH!3
Porn Star - T.I.
cause I like to have fun haha.

surveyCollapse )

please speak up, lover

I'M ADDICTED. February 25th 2009 at 12:08am
mood| touched

I mostly just wanted to say:
PUH-LEASE.
Anthony Green sounds like a fucking little girl. His vocals can't even compare with Jonny Craig's.
Jonny Craig > Anthony Green.
Dance Gavin Dance&Emarosa > Circa Survive&Saosin.

If I want high pitched male vocals, I'll listen to Pierce the Veil. Vic has a way better voice than Anthony.

Bleh, I just really don't like Circa Survive.

BUTTTT...I'm obviously going to love Isles & Glaciers because it's a SUPERGROUP...It's got Jonny Craig AND Vic Fuentes.

Oooohhhh, how I love music.

I am in LOVE with this song. It's so emotional. When I'm alone, I just tear up listening to this song, especially the chorus.

Now I'm passing every street light with ease
The street signs are much to dark to even pretend I've been here before

Where is your hand to guide me, close by mine?
Not a dead end
No, not this

This road goes for miles with no sign
with no sign

Will she be waiting to pull me off to the side?
Will she be waiting to pull me off to the side?

Lost in a one track mind
Stalking the chance to take us alive
Lost in a one track mind
Stalking the chance to take us alive

She can't be much further, as the day die
The sun fades into my eyes
She floats around inside my empty head
Searching for...

Her touch still moves my hair
The smell is so faint
But it must be the one
My bones ache from the cold
No one could predict that I would ever get this far
(For so long)

Do I have the strength to go on?
Snow begins to fill my hair
But still I press on

Her touch still moves my hair
The smell is so faint
But it must be the one
My bones ache from the cold
Her touch still moves my hair
My bones ache from the cold
No one could predict that I would ever get this far
(For so long)

Shes waiting
Shes waiting
Shes waiting
I feel her
Shes waiting

please speak up, lover

pure bred, got 'em with the nice COAT... February 24th 2009 at 10:05pm
mood| awake

I-I-Itunes meme yo.

How many total songs?
9315 Songs; 23.6 Days worth.

Sort by song title - first and last?
• First: A-Punk by Vampire Weekend
• Last: $$$$ by Desaparecidos

Sort by time - shortest and longest?
• Shortest: Begin Remix by The Blow (0:04)
• Longest: "Maintenance" by Aesop Rock (24:31)

Sort by Album - first and last?
• First: [A--> B] Life by mewithoutyou
• Last: !!! by !!!

Sort by Artist - first and last?
• First: A.R. Rahman
• Last: !!!

Top five played songs?
1. Burning Down the Nicotine Armoire by Dance Gavin Dance
2. Three Cheers for Five Years (acoustic) by Mayday Parade
3. Skeleton Key by Margot & The Nuclear So and So's
4. Noel by All Time Low
5. She Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty by Dance Gavin Dance & Pierce The Veil

• Sex: 113
• Death: 192
• Love: 451
• You: 1409
• Home: 115
• Boy: 292
• Girl: 239

the rest...Collapse )

1 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

July 14th 2004 at 02:27pm
After a while of thinking, I've decided that I'm making this journal friends only.  There's too much personal stuff in here that I don't really want non-friends to read.  I am, though, always looking for new friends!



hahaha, isn't Chelsea's face beautiful?

lovies,
Brianna.
17 made those lips move|please speak up, lover

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